Stacey Silva is questioning her future with husband Florian Sukaj ahead of their re-commitment ceremony.
In PEOPLE’s exclusive look at the March 24 episode of 90 Day: The Last Resort, Stacey is focused on writing her vows ahead of the event but wonders if Florian is putting in the same effort.
“Been thinking about it a lot and writing what I feel,” she tells Florian before asking, “Did you write vows?”
“I have in my heart,” Florian responds, to which she asks if he’s planning to “say what you say in the moment.”
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Instead, Stacey encourages him to “take some effort,” adding, “Maybe jot down your thoughts. Yeah, you could speak from the heart, but I feel like you don’t know what I’m going to say.”
“So maybe you should think about it,” she adds. “Make some effort and dig deep.”
Florian doesn’t take her seriously, saying, “I think deep, no worry,” which leaves Stacey displeased.
“I’m freaking out. I’m so nervous,” she tells the cameras. “I don’t know how much thought he’s putting into it. I feel like I don’t know if he gets it.”
“[I] don’t feel he understands my pain and everything I’ve been through,” she admits. “I’ve been digging deep and I’m scared what our future holds.”
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Stacey’s admission comes after the couple has struggled with trust issues throughout the season after her twin sister Darcey informed her that Florian was recently seen leaving a bar with another woman. She confronted her husband about what she had heard.
“I’m here to work through our issues,” she told him on the March 10 episode. “But, what I found out last night, that’s the last straw.”
The situation made Stacey realize that she wasn’t over Florian’s past infidelities. “I still carry a lot of pain from when he cheated on me in the past,” she admitted in a confessional, “but we’re here at this retreat to learn and grow.
She added, “So right now I would choose to work on our marriage and I feel like we still have a lot of work to do, but I hope that we can figure it out while we’re here.”
Stacey told Florian that it was “the last time” she would put up with rumors like this about her husband.
“I’ve had it,” she said. “I love you, I want us to work, but just know if it ever happens again and there’s cold, hard proof, it’s over. This is not a joke.”
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90 Day: The Last Resort airs Mondays at 8 p.m. ET on TLC.
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